What were you before your parents were born? That’s available right here in this present awareness before your thoughts. Please think on this. Enter into that state, that primal expanse. Dissolve into pure, primordial being-the natural state.
Buddha said, one moment in a day of recognizing the truth of impermanence makes your life meaningful; it is more meaningful to live one day like that, than 100 years as an automaton.
It’s our being that counts, not just the doing. The doing just helps us return to our being, our original being. Don’t expect applause. Just do it. Practice is perfect.
It is not the experience that counts, but the living of it. Living it, embodying it, and working out its implications in everyday life, which is where it counts. If it doesn’t show up in daily life, what good is it? Enlightenment manifests as enlightened activity, as Buddha activity.
Why chase after thoughts, which are superficial ripples of present awareness? Rather look directly into the naked, empty nature of thoughts; then there is no duality, no observer, and nothing observed.